October 2011
1 post
I am vulnerable and weak at that time...
i woke up from my sleep thinking when will it finish,
I woke up thinking what the future will bring to me,
I woke up thinking when will i ever get back to earth and not drown in my own world .
Just realising from those tears that i teared before has now makes me stronger than ever,
I’m believing in myself again,
That feels so in place,
Instead of being lost and scared .
I’m...
June 2011
3 posts
David choi live concert and JB trip madness ^^
David Choi Live in Singapore
Was on 22nd of june 20ll at 7.30 pm
I went there with my one of my BGF named fiqqy . He was awesome ! Totally cute .
He sang very well eventhough he is sick got sore throat that day . He sang almost all of the song in his both album . I totally enjoyed it . Every bit of it . Its like the most unforgettable memories ever .
For those who doesn’t know...
Imbalanced , Alone , Depressing
I hate the feeling of negativity it is so unpleasant ,
It sounds as if i’m smelling a bad scent ,
That doesn’t make sense .
All my life ,
I feel as if I’ve done nothing .
That feeling is so depressing .
The word nothing ,
Really make me feel like I wanna puke ,
Don’t even feel like taking another look .
I feel so imbalanced with my life lately ,
Due to lack of...
How i wish...
hahahahaha !
My dearest tumblr ,
How i wish that you could be mine instantly ,
How i wish that you could notice me ,
How i wish i could be the one for you ,
How i wish that what i can get what i want ,
How i wish that you could speak those three words to me ,
How i wish that you would ask me out ,
To that someone
love,
nurul
love chocolate
May 2011
2 posts
Oversized jeans (losing weight or just big ?)
bought 1 pair of jeans and 1 pair of black pants last sunday . i tried on the guy size . Can fit but a bit big uhh …
Firstly , i tried on the jeans size 35 can fit in but a bit tight . So up a bit the size , tried it on and it fits perfectly on that day when i tried it on .
So surprisingly today , I wanted to try on my new jeans to school and realised that its way to big . It is size 36 by...
A lot of things to be written
what i want to write also i dunno haha
what a sentence to start of , hehe
A proper sentence to start of should be hey or dear tumblr ,
I am doing/feeling quite well . But not the past few days coz i’m down with flu and my prepaid is left with zero .
eventhough i’m feeling the negative vibes again , but it’s not as hard/tough as i had it before. I’m working on it anyway...
April 2011
7 posts
Major project is driving me to insanity
Firstly i wanna say that i’m not so inspired . But i’m still sketching out so ya , no worries . I’m still doing my work .
Listening to electro is so not me , but i kinda like the genre a bit . Cause it’s like kinda upbeat and i guess that it’s cool . Mashing up song and stuff . I wish i can do that , that’ll be just great .
Okay , back to the topic . Why do i...
Out of focus !
Mini project has been assigned , and i’m kinda stuck on logo . Did a bit of sketch but guess nothing nice come out of it . i’m so frustrated . With myself and the way i work . I’m so enthusiastic to do the project but not so the next min . I’m questioning myself why do i feel like this like almost all the time .
Obsess with my weight like again , feeling all shitty bout...
Reflection on human character
i don’t understand why some people didn’t mean what they say . I’m not like talking bout anyone here i’m just stating the facts , that human can be so heartless and ignorance about people feelings . i mean it’s like come on la , get a freaking life .
Reflect on yourself first before you shoot at others . It’s basically the fact that nobody’s perfect in...
I wanna post
I’m listening to katy perry like right now
I wanna have more guy friends to interact with hehe , not saying i wanna flirt i just wanna know what’s their thought and their character is .
Analysing character is like my favourite thing (i guess) haha sound so funny .
Sometimes i can just crapped without even thinking . haha
get a topic to post about
Today i dun feel like doing...
Boredom . Worried .Tired
Firstly i’m bored . That’s the usual me haha . Secondly i’m a tinnie mine worried bout some things .Not enough sleep haha . Cool right no it’s supe uncool . These eyebags of man are getting heavier and heavier each day how uncool .
I dunno what to write in this tumblr . let me post bout what happen today .
Today mum decided to bring us out to makan and also celebrate her...
I've been rebel (i guess)
I feel so totally bad bout going home late at night and keep her waiting , i feel so bad, it’s not that i like going home late but sometimes i just can’t help it . I think i wanna lessen the day that i got home late .
i dun want her to wait for me all the time , pity she’s tired from work still need to wait for me to come home then she can sleep peacefully . Sigh i feellike a...
2 awesome days(with my girls and my awesome ppl)...
Wednesday
It’s so super awesome out with the girls on wednesday we went to botanic gardens then go walk walk ! it was damn fun :)Been missing my girls like truck loads :) Finally meeting and we had so much fun . We chatted and took photos like a lot . Super cool i really miss hanging out with them . Didn’t get to meet up so much coz i’m busy with assignment and they also...
March 2011
3 posts
Skateboarding is the new drug !
Hehe …
today i learnt how to play skateboard with avriel . It was scary at first, after a while i got hooked on it . And so improving haha :)
It is darn insane i must say haha .
I’ve been coming home late for this second week of holiday .
I totally used all my time going out hahahahaha .
I’m so happy when i’m out it feel so awesome :)
Like you are out of the cage hehe...
i know who i am
Dear tumblr ,
I’m currently feeling so annoyed by myself . i know i’m too complain-ey , i this and i that . Why can’t people except me for just who i am .
I’m so sick of hating myself instead of loving it .
What did i do wrong to deserve this ?
I hate bullies !
Don’t think i’m too soft and stupid , I can burst when you hit my boiling point.
I was...
emotion , Craziness thoughts (simply expressions)
Thoughts has been running deep through my mind
Sometimes I do feel that i’m “sick” and such
I will always say negative things bout myself and cry
Cry as much as i can like a crybaby
How do i wish i’m as genius as einstein
Not trying to seek any attention just typing out my thoughts
All this years in my life I believe that i’ve achieve nothing
And I feel bad...
February 2011
2 posts
Blues . Cool . Lovely
Today i met with my babygs and it was super awesome ! And sorry tumblr for not updating it that much . I’m preety busy due to school and tons of assignment .
School has been stressful these days due to DATELINES ! Datelines after datelines need to be done .
Next week i got two datelines to submit fml to the max . next assignment menu design . i hope it’ll go awesome !...
January 2011
3 posts
last day of jan fck ! hello feb love
today is atrocious , it started with a smile and ended with tears
how great is that !!!
smile coz i saw the most hottest guy in kfc near my place .
Tears coz i almost kena rape by a drunkard bangla fck ! what a month to end
this happen when i went to buy food at kfc
what a day , hope it goes well fabulous feb (Y) !
...
November 2010
2 posts
October 2010
5 posts
I was wrong too like you and i'm sorry
the link above was for someone that i had a crush on recently , i hope he sees it or something . it was because i sense awkwardness in us , Why is that so ?
i dunno , and speechless , did he really know that i like him i hope he doesn’t coz if he does i’m dead . I’m not suppose to blog bout this but i can’t help it so sorrry . Hope you forgive me . but , i’ll...
Firstly had an awesome day !
done my illustration (Y) ! happy and satisfied too (: makan chat went for breakfast
watch video and went out .
Straight to pasir ris , white sands bbq chicken had mushroom chicken steak yum !
had lots of fun and there is a handsome waitress i like hehe (:
today all i can say was awesome ! why i feel like...
Hey tumblr ,
Today was awesomestic ! Do some crazy stuff with the cliques and we went to ikea , ate , laughed , chat and find some stuff . We were so having fun exploring it !
why do i feel like crying ?
i also dunno why i just feel a bit sad dunno the reason why ,
I also dunnno what to say couldn’t say much too
I believe someday love will knock on my door .
I question...
tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
Stand by me would you ?
the title above shows that i really love standing by my bestfriends whenever their down . Not saying that i won’t stand by my good friends and bestfriends of course i wil and try my best to give them comfort when needed .
it’s a great feeling i love it like a lot ! i realize that i’m bubbly haha (:
i love clobie callait
I love ANDREW GARCIA
I love AJ RAFAEL
I love CATHY...
September 2010
7 posts
Listen
happy-frust-happy !
Hey tumblr ,
I went out with my jwss mates , for a while , due to last min . haha I would like to fast forward things .
After i met them , when home , bathed and get ready for the single part like i said earlier at twitter haha :) macam understanding lols ! So iwent to meet fiqqy under her block .
So i waited and waited , this minah(fiqqy) lambat luhh , buat pe je , hehe :) then sabby...
my mind is rolling like a roller coaster
Hey tumblr ,
these days i felt like somebody like me , but i’m not too sure bout it . ithink it’s just signs . Not saying i perasan or what , i just feel that he likes me . How to know if the person likes you ? i think i got a crush on him somehow . i hope that it’s not too deep don’t want to be ruining our friendship . do we share the same affinity ? not too...
June 2010
1 post
May 2010
2 posts
My new blog
hello peeps ! move in to tumblr for now it’s cool but a litte bit complicated