Dear tumblr ,

I’m currently feeling so annoyed by myself . i know i’m too complain-ey , i this and i that . Why can’t people except me for just who i am .

I’m so sick of hating myself instead of loving it .

What did i do wrong to deserve this ?

I hate bullies !

Don’t think i’m too soft and stupid , I can burst when you hit my boiling point.

I was a girl who once believe in love,

I was a girl once broken hearted ,

i was a girl who got bullied all the time ,

I was a girl who always cried ,

i was a girl who ate a lot ,

I was a girl that got lost and still lost in her own world.

I didn’t mean to get all emotional , but shit does happen in life , i just need to have more patience .

If only i have a very strong heart and a genius mind .

Life would be easier i guess .

I’m not blaming anyone .

I was born the way I am , and I must learn to accept it .

life have it ups and downs.

The feeling of falling for someone is always beautiful but when it is one-sided it will never look pretty , and it will look ugly when it breaks your heart .

I want to be happy just like anyone else :)

Love,

Nurul