Mini project has been assigned , and i’m kinda stuck on logo . Did a bit of sketch but guess nothing nice come out of it . i’m so frustrated . With myself and the way i work . I’m so enthusiastic to do the project but not so the next min . I’m questioning myself why do i feel like this like almost all the time .

Obsess with my weight like again , feeling all shitty bout myself all over again and doing nothing tod improve or lessen the weight . I’m just plainly brooding all about it .

This is total crap . why do i feel that way again , I don’t believe i’m feeling it again . i’m so out of focus these days . Nothing feel right at the moment . But i have to force myself to get back up again . Fill myself with more positive vibes again . I’m going through the cycle again ! I don’t believe this . I must get a hold of myself instead of letting it get me .

I must learn to except myself , instead of filling myself with more food . I’ll get worst . So i must control it .

that’s all i wanna confess

love,

Nurul