I hate the feeling of negativity it is so unpleasant ,

It sounds as if i’m smelling a bad scent ,

That doesn’t make sense .

All my life ,

I feel as if I’ve done nothing .

That feeling is so depressing .

The word nothing ,

Really make me feel like I wanna puke ,

Don’t even feel like taking another look .

I feel so imbalanced with my life lately ,

Due to lack of attention and love ,

Words above sound so saddist ,

I’m hunger of motivation .

I keep saying but no action,

That’s kinda true ,

But deep inside my heart ,

I know what i wanna do .

I wanna sing to crowds ,

I wanna dance to the floor ,

I wanna act as if there’s no tommorow ,

To drown my sorrow .

I miss all the people that have left me ,

past on , rally see

I may seem happy outside ,

but the truth no one knows .

No one not even the closest one .

My mind is always thinking ,

It thinks as if theres no tommorow ,

It’s making me feel so negative .

When I am about to get better ,

There’s always thoughts that distract me ,

It leads me to no where ,

It can only bring me down .

That’s all i can confessed .

These is written originally by Nurulsyahidah

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Love ,

Nurul